I started typing a list of all my worst qualities and like shitty things I've done, and I was gonna post it, but then I got scared cause it was really intense.
These were a few of the things on it, but I can't post them all cause I might start crying.
I got a solid 2.0 college GPA.
I fucked a guy in my ex boyfriend's apartment once bc he made me mad.
I sleep with a mask of glycolic acid and diaper rash cream on my face EVERY night.
I take a cocktail of like 30-40 different kinds of prescription and non prescription medications EVERY night because I can't sleep, and when I do I have nightmares.
That's all I can stand. I'm already throwing up lol.
I don't mean 40 different kinds of medications, I mean like 40 pills of like 4-6 different medications. It sounds REALLY bad but like, it's not that bad. Some of it is like California poppy and Benadryl.