I've never been more bored and poor and irrelevant.
I saw the guy at the library today. He's a fkn fox. He's like tall ish and 50-60 lbs overweight and has like stupid looking glasses and wears garish button down shirts everyday. He looks REALLY smart.
I was wearing a turban today and with my pale ass skin and junkie style dark circles, I was like damn, he probably thinks I have cancer.
He might have been wearing a wedding ring.
I keep thinking, "I'm probs not going to kill myself, but I really wish I was."