Sometimes waking up and taking a shower is literally the most crushing thing imaginable.
I try to bribe myself to do it. True story. Like if I'm really hungover/thirsty/headaching I'll tell myself, if you get up and get in the shower, you can have a bottle of water/aspirin/burned toast.
Like, sometimes I just want to buy blackout curtains and get like an IV of narcotics and just have a bucket next to my bed to like pee/vomit/whatever into.
Like, that's "the dream."
I was feeling really good for about two weeks and now I feel like shit again, so that seems nice.