Wednesday, July 30, 2014

Getting to this point where your inner self has retreated to a place that's no longer accessible to others. Like, living in this way where....who you are, and who you are with other people no longer have anything to do with one another.

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

I'm going to be in Austin for the next five days.

On the one hand, the entire fucking city is just like, a mine field of ghosts from the past and unresolved emotional shit.

On the other hand,  I filled my entire "TSA COMPLIANT QUART POUCH" with liquor, and girls just want to have fun.

Thursday, July 10, 2014

I'm so into looking like a space alien right now. I mean, like, not personally, I still wear black and white everyday, but I'm into the idea of it. Like the midcentury sort of like space age look. I'm also sort of into, like, the late 90s, y2k, We Live in Public era also.

I feel burned out on the grunge era, maybe forever. If you see find anything space age/amazing, please send me a picture of it.

Have you ever felt a hatred for someone so great where it was almost, at times, like a physical sickness? Or, have you ever felt, like, your hatred for someone like increase to a level you never thought possible? From like, "Why don't you have a couple of drinks with a couple of oxycontin then drive home and die," to like, "If I could curb stomp your fucking face #americanhistoryx without getting in trouble, believe me I would," and it's not like a shift perceptible to anyone, but you, but, you know, they're different, they're different levels.

I don't think about shit like that cuz I'm not crazy. Just wondering if y'all do.

Friday, July 4, 2014

I'm finally getting around to "cleaning up" this blog and like  making a "design" for it, because I have a bunch of old writing I want to publish on it, that I had originally started writing as short stories and then a novel, but if I'm being honest, they're short stories, and not a novel, and I'm just gonna publish them here or something, but it's pretty overwhelming and I'm really good at failing and fucking up and never finishing anything/honoring commitments but not before like literal years have passed, so who knows.